Tired

Sometimes the day goes by so slowly. I keep looking at the clock expecting it to be almost 4pm and it only says 1:30pm now. I need time off, time alone, time without pressures or appointments. The last few vacation days I've taken have been filled with my son home sick, appointments, driving to and from daycare. I feel like I need a vacation from my vacation. Hubby can take days off and decide not to pick up our son, but for some reason if I'm home I have to drop everything and be at the daycare at the usual time. I feel guilty sometimes about putting my son in daycare when I'm at home, but I do need the time to myself. One day I might even get it.